Summer!
Summer fever is for sure getting to me! I want it so bad, but I guess what I really want is time! I swear, balancing school, dance, volleyball, and a slowly paced job, along with spending time with my friends seems impossible! I guess I see summer as a time I can take school off that list, but add all the excuses that nobody’s free to hang out or can’t get a ride to be there! Sometimes I end up looking so far ahead I forget what today is! I feel kind of like I’m letting life pass me by.. I don’t want that! I want it to last and soak in the sun! It’s just really hard to stay focused after all these distractions of summer and the weather and my petty little friendship problems I worry so much about! Anyways, I’m positive things will get better! Just wondering, anybody else feel this way?
I sometimes wonder where life will take me to in about 10 years, and I imagine the possibilities, but scared of messing up my path that will lead me there..?
Watching your world spin, you feel farther from it now. Nowhere to begin, but harder to figure it out. Wouldn’t you like to know
the odds of being alone?
What if who I want to be is in plain sight, but I’ve been looking in all the wrong places? ~lot on my mind



